Quote of the Day

Quote of the Week:
"The greatest lessons I learned from my father didn't come from lectures or discipline or even time spent together. What has stuck with me is his example. From watching, I chose whether to be or not to be like him."
~ Richelle E. Goodrich, Smile Anyway

Friday, May 22, 2015

Whatever Made You Want To Write A Book?

"Richelle, whatever made you want to write a book?"

That's a good question. One I've been asked more than once. And if the answer were as simple as "Well....just because", I would end right here. But my personal motivations came from a combination of circumstances perfectly intertwined. Honestly, it's a miracle that I ever made an attempt to put a lengthy story on paper.

Picture this...

It was one week before Christmas 2006, and I was sitting at my computer filling out Christmas cards. It's always been tradition to include a short family letter, nothing big, just a line or two about the accomplishments of each family member. The house was eerily quiet with my husband at work and my three boys gone for Christmas break. I missed my children terribly. Painfully even. My thoughts were bogged with concerns for them. "Are they okay? Are their needs being met? Are they safe? Are they happy? Do they miss me?"  But to worry over your babies is normal for any caring mother. That's what I kept telling myself after whispering the hundred-and-twenty-seventh prayer on their behalf.

I realized all this worrying wasn't doing me any good, but when your life revolves around your children for so many years, what's there to do when they're gone?  I needed something.  A hobby or..... well, something.

It occured to me that I'd finished scribbling out yearly accomplishments for all my kids and my husband, saving my own for last. It wasn't because I'm bashful or humble or that I was saving the best for the finale. The truth was I just plain couldn't think of anything to write. What had I accomplished in the past year?

Hmmm. Well, I had worked, outside and inside the home. I'd made 1,100 meals if not more. I'd washed 2,000 sink loads of dishes if not more. I'd washed, folded, and put away 600 loads of laundry, (say it with me now, 'If not more').  I'd mopped floors, vacuumed carpets, changed sheets, scrubbed toilets, washed mirrors and windows and screens. I'd weeded and re-weeded the garden, mowed the lawn, given haircuts, drove kids to and from school, scouts, mutual, karate, track, and whatever other functions they'd needed to attend. I'd tucked my boys into bed with 365 nighttime prayers and bedtime stories. I'd done all the regular, runaround, expected, mommy/housewife stuff.

But the question that troubled me was, "What had I accomplished above my chores? What could I write on the Christmas letter?"

I had nothing. That fact made me slump even further in my chair. Already moping about missing my boys, my spirits sank lower realizing I'd done nothing extraordinary in ages.

Did I mention that this was twenty years since my high school graduation? Oh yes, that too was on my mind. Twenty years! Where in the world had the time gone? What about all those amazing things I was going to do once I got out on my own after high school? What happened to those talents I once utilized in my youth? I no longer sketched or painted or danced or sang or played piano or performed in theatrical plays. My talents had been set aside for years. Neglected. Abandoned. How did that happen?

So there I sat bemoaning lost years and the fact that 'happily-ever-afters' don't come in 'happily-every-days', when a sudden whisper of inspiration hit. A simple but powerful thought.

"If for the past twenty years you had written just one sentence a day, you'd have composed a novel by now."

The idea was like a slap in the face; admonishing and yet inspiring.

Could I write a sentence a day? Well, yes! Easily! I could do that in seconds!  But what was there to write about? I mean, you need a story in mind, right?

The fact that I was brooding over high school memories took me back to the days when I used to finish classroom assignments so quickly that a good chunk of time was frequently left to idle away. And what did I usually do with that time? How had I spent all those free moments in class?  Quietly drawing and daydreaming.

I had my favorite fantasies too; those I would revisit and expand on over time. My most preferred was about a girl destined to rule a world that thrived in another part of the galaxy. This was the story I'd never forgetten. Truth be told, it was a daydream I entertained many times as an adult. Especially when I needed a brief escape from reality.

In that moment of what I consider divine inspiration, I determined to write a book. A novel. The story of my favorite daydream. The account of Eena of Harrowbeth.

I vowed that in twenty years from that date, December 2006, I would at least be able to say that I'd written a novel. Even if it meant doing so one sentence per day. I started typing those first few words that very moment.

There's more humor to this tale than you might realize.  For you see, if you'd asked me five minutes prior to my epiphany if I would ever attempt to write a novel, I'd have laughed hysterically and exclaimed, "Are you crazy? Have you any idea how impossibly challenging that would be? A novel? That would take like...... forever!"

And, you should also know that my college degrees are in Mathematics and Natural Science.  No English literature.

And, there's also that tiny bit of truth I should probably mention, that all my life I've had a passionate distaste for writing. Are you laughing yet?  Okay, how about this......

Honest and true story.

In school my worst subject, not that I didn't earn high marks in the class, but the one area of study I groaned about the most was English. I hated writing assignments. And I think the reason why was because no right answer ever existed.  Not like math where 2 + 2 = 4, no arguments.  But in English class you could scribble out a paper that one teacher stamped with a big letter 'A' while the next instructor scowled and scratched a scarlet letter 'C' on the page.  Writing became a matter of trying to please some disinterested adult whose head you could hardly get into. Not to mention the fact that the subject matter we were forced to write about was usually depressing and utterly boring.

And so I loathed writing.

I remember the day clearly when as a teenager I stood up from the kitchen table to stretch.  I'd been working hard on an English paper, and as I rose I made a firm, bold statement meant for any ears in the house. "I hate English! I hate writing! And knowing my luck I'll probably grow up to be some stupid writer!"

Well said, foolish teenager. Little did I know the twisted ironies of life.

And so, many many years later, pushing forty years of age, I sat at my computer and determined that I would accomplish a feat that I deemed highly challenging. I figured it would take years, but the odd thing was it didn't seem so impossible looking at the goal as merely a few sentences compounded daily. And the more I wrote, the more I found myself craving free moments to write a little more. I discovered there was an enormous difference in how it feels to compose a work to please yourself versus struggling with a composition meant to impress others. 

It's actually freeing.

And sweetly delicious.

And unbelievably addictive!

So I will eat crow and admit.....   I.  Love.  Writing.

No, no, I'm far from being a Victor Hugo or a Charles Dickens, but I profit by as much joy from the journey as I'm sure they did.  And it pleases me.  I hope that for some readers out there my stories will prove entertaining enough to please you as well.  So, there is my answer to your question, "Whatever made you want to write a book?"

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

It's All in the Glasses

By Richelle E. Goodrich


I looked out the window on an early-morning bus, noting how low the gray cloud-cover hung.  The dark and heavy sky was threatening rain.  I watched a tall line of trees that bordered acres of hay field, the wind flailing branches like they were bits of straw.
“What a miserable day,” I sighed.
Surprisingly, someone responded to my bleak announcement—a man one seat back. “You just need new glasses,” he said. 
His hand reached over my shoulder, a finger and thumb pinched as if holding the thin arm of actual frames, only there was nothing in his fingers.
I glanced backwards, my expression questioning his comment as well as his sanity.
“Go on,” he urged, holding up his gift of nothingness.  My eyebrows slanted, appraising him. 
“There’s nothing there,” I finally pointed out.
“Sure there is,” he insisted.  “These are special eyeglasses.  Go on, put them on.”
I played along, partly to be kind and partly to avoid a public scene with a madman.  In a careful gesture, I took the invisible spectacles and pretended to slip them over my nose.  Another rearward glance found the man smiling.  He pointed at the window.
“Now look again.” 
My head turned the other way to take a second glimpse at the gray sky.  There were raindrops clinging to the window now, tracing a slow, horizontal line across the glass.  Before I could say anything, the man made a soft but excited observation in my ear. 
“See that beam of sunlight streaming through the break in the clouds?” 
It was beautiful, like a spotlight glimmering on a distant rooftop.
“And look there,” he said, gesturing again at the sky.  “See that rainbow?  Or half of it, anyway.”
My eyes followed a translucent smear of colors to somewhere behind a neighborhood of houses.  I hadn’t noticed it earlier.
“See those pink blossoms on that little tree?”
I nodded as we past it by.  “Pretty.”
“See the hawk circling right above it?”
“I think that’s a blackbird,” I said.  It appeared charcoal from beak to tail.
“Huh…”  He laughed for half a second.  “That’s one big blackbird!”
He gestured to an upcoming cluster of young evergreens growing tightly together on someone’s property.  “See the naked Christmas trees?”
Funny.  It made me smile.
“Oh look!”  I exclaimed, startled by my own unexpected exuberance.  “Puppies!”  I pointed at two young golden labs on leashes.  They seemed more interested in wrestling one another than being walked.
“I see, I see,” the man grinned. 
He continued on, pointing out things beyond our window that were exactly opposite of the gloomy and miserable picture I’d beheld earlier.  It amazed me the number of wonderful things he managed to find.  Before long, I was noticing pleasantries he missed as we drove along.
Realizing the gift he’d given me, I thanked him.  “I guess it’s not such a miserable day after all."
He pretended to take back his lenses and smiled wide.  “It’s all in the glasses.”

Copyright 2015 Richelle E. Goodrich